“I chose to stay with him for all the things that he did right and not leave him for one thing that he did wrong”
This very sentence got me thinking… Will I choose to stay with him if he ever cheats? I boldly say the answer will be a strict ‘No’
You see the funny thing about such heart breaking incidents is that, like a bullet, it should kill you instantly. You felt the pain within seconds and then a burning sensations, followed by the stop of your beating heart. And you will no longer feel the pain. But in this case, it’s not like that. The pain is going to consume your soul little by little. How so? You see, when you chose to stay, when you chose to return to the ‘home’, when you chose to sleep beside him, the nightmare will haunt you. You can’t simply just shut it out, it haunts you. And the worst thing is that, despite being victimised, you began to put the entire blame on yourself. Questioning yourself what did you not done enough, why did you this, why did you that.
You may say that I love myself more than I can ever love him. But no. I love myself and on top of that I love the family we built together all these years.
This is my dad. He’s been my best friend ever since I was born. He’s the most important person in the world to me, and has recently been diagnosed with kidney cancer. Right now it’s only in his kidney. If he waits a while to get the procedure done to get it removed, it will spread throughout his body. My dad is so afraid that he’s in denial. He didn’t even tell my brother and I, my mom had to be the one to tell us. He lives 1500 miles away from me and I see him 4 times a year (if I’m lucky). It’s been three months since he found out, but the doctors said he’s had it for a year. I don’t know what I would ever do if I lost my best friend because he made the decision to not get the procedure done.
If this gets at least 50k notes, I will decide to show this post to my dad. Yes, I know this isn’t going to cure his cancer, but I’m doing everything I can to motivate him to get the surgery. I’m only 17 and I want my dad to walk me down the aisle when I’m older. Please show him that he’s not alone and that you care. This might save his life. Please.
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I’m literally begging you. REBLOG REBLOG REBLOG
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